I lost my password for a loooooong time but I'm back now!!!!I'm sorry for being gone for such a long time, but I'll upload my new art regularly again.

hey!new account!!!
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check it out it's a new kind or art you've never seen before!

My life always gets horrible right as school in ending for summer break. Here's what's happened since Friday. My washer and dryer are broken and I have no money to go to a laundromat, so I was wearing ugly-arse clothes. On the way to school I spilled orange juice all over my pants. After school I want to hug my boyfriend good bye and he pushed me away. Then the principal forced me and all my friends to go outside and the groundskeeper was mowing, I'm allergic to grass. I had an asthma attack. I went home and later called my boyfriend to see if he was mad at me or what. He wouldn't say anything unless I talked first. Joking, I asked him if I was boring. He said yes. He sounded as if he really meant it, So I asked him if he meant just in this conversation, or if it had been for a while. He chose the second answer. My solid wood closet door (which is broken off the hinges)hit me in the back of the head, full force. I called him back later to ask what was boring about me and he dumped me. We've been dating for over two years. All I wanted was someone to cry to and all my friends were out of town. The funny thing is the only one I wanted to hug was him. He told me he still wanted to be friends. It's like your dog dieing and your mom saying you can keep it. He wanted his necklace back, which I did with out hesitation, besides, it was his dead grandma's necklace. All I wanted in return for his family heirloom and over two years of my life was a last hug and kiss. Not the make out kiss, just a little 3 second close-mouthed kiss while being held close to him for the last time. This morning, I dropped off the necklace. He hugged me like I smelled like garbage, loose with his hands still 5 inches apart, not crossing behind my back, arms fully extended. After this, he stepped back and kissed my nose, and it wasn't a cute nose kiss that no matter how hard you rub it, it still feels wet, it was a quick, dry, empty kiss. My mom picked me up in about 15 minutes. I went over to my best friend's house to talk about it and her boyfriend was over there, along with his best friend. Both of their names are Jordan(her boyfriend and his best friend). So is mine. I couldn't talk to her about it since they were there. Then I went to my dad's birthday party and had to pretend to be happy. Afterwords, I invited a few buddies over. They told me my boyfriend had been thinking about breaking up with me for 6 months and it was all because I was "weird" (which I have been trying to fix, giving away all my jigsaw puzzles, giving my dad his Rubix Cube back, and avoiding origami at all costs.)and because my family is "crazy" (I have an over protective mom, a dad who likes computers, a 5 year-old sister who wants to be a princess, and a 6 year-old brother who is hyper and likes cars.[last time I checked you had to be abnormal to be crazy]). I went to the video store to rent a comedy to make me feel better. I was wearing a sleeveless shirt {the kind that has the strings that tie around your neck} and a jacket.I was crying and a mess. I unzipped my jacket because it was hot. the tie on my shirt had came undone. when i stood up it fell off, there was a thirty year-old guy heading into the store, he saw me, and so did his girlfriend. I ended up renting "Yes Man". It's a love story. I have finals in a week. I had a 6 hour panic attack yesterday. I have to write a love song for English class. He's in my study hall, where I eat my breakfast (we buy from school), and where I go after school EVERY DAY NEXT WEEK. I'm gonna get sick from the caffeine over-load I gave myself to help cope. I already bought fire works to set off in July with him. I want to rip him apart just so he'll need me to put him back together again. If you know who he is on here please leave him alone. The last thing I want him to do is hate me. The background on my phone is us kissing and even if I can't see it (my screen is broken) it tears me apart to know that I can't change it, just like I can't change that I still love him.

LOL pappy high day! never done it but just a shout out to the guy at my school who got arrested for smoking it acrost the street from my school!

(p.s. it is also hitler's birthday)

I was tagged by

1.Post these rules
2. Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themselves
3. At the end, you have to tag 8 people, and post their icons in the journal
4. Go to their page with a comment saying you tagged them
5. NO TAGBACKS

8 things:

1.) I am ripping apart keyboards (the piano kind) and putting them all together to make an epic techno tool
2.) I recently died my hair a dark blood red
3.) I just started reading a manga called chibi vampire
4.) I discovered that i CAN do water colors this week
5.) I reeeaaaly need to upload some new stuff
6.) I have been dating the same person for 2 years
7.) I just made a multi-chambered 3 meter(yard) by 5 meter(yard) castle out of duct tape and refrigerator boxes
8.) I know how to make an over sized t shirt into just about anything